My Life Uncovered
Chapter One
Who is Bella Feega? That's what I wonder whenever I begin to reflect on the strange
course of events that led to my standing before five porn stars in an acting class I
organized in an attempt to do justice to my dialogue, to speaking to an audience of
swingers at a Holiday Inn banquet room for the ostensible purpose of making sex
education videos, or to sitting in a limo negotiating my own four-picture X-rated writing
deal. Every time I ask myself, "Who is Bella Feega?" and "How did I get here?" I try to
trace my story, try to find some semblance of meaning in what was to be an otherwise
ordinary but honorable life. I just didn't know my own odyssey to tell stories would
become the story I would tell, but here it is, a naked truth, a life of good
intentions ... uncovered.
THE HOLLYWOOD STRUGGLE
I can't believe what I have just heard. I repeat the words that I think rolled off the studio
producer's tongue because I am suddenly unable to decipher the meaning of them.
"What do you mean there's no deal?" I ask, my heart pumping furiously.
"There never was any deal," he ... read full excerpt from My Life Uncovered ebook
