If I'd Never Known Your Love
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hat are you so deep in thought about?, Evan came up behind Julia as she loaded a cup into the dishwasher.He slipped his arms around her waist, drew her against him and tucked his chin into the hollow of her shoulder.
Julia folded her arms over his and sighed content-edly. "I was just thinking that I should have tried harder to find a way to go with you."
For the past day and a half she'd been telling herself that the elephant sitting on her chest and the panic attack that had driven her from bed in the middle of the night were nothing more than frustration at not being able to accompany Evan on his last-minute business trip to Colombia.
"Should?, He chuckled. "Now, what's that all about?"
The queasiness she'd felt as she'd watched Evan pack his suitcase that afternoonworse than anything she'd experienced during two pregnancies she'd put off to the shrimp salad she'd had for lunch. She simply refused to acknowledge that the constant, nagging feeling of dread might be anything real, not after all the years of denying the possibility such things existed and that even sane, rational people might be w ... read full excerpt from: If I'd Never Known Your Love ebook