While living the book of Job, GOD forced me to learn many lessons during the most trying time of my life. GOD taught me facts that most people do not realize regarding HIM, together with re-envisioning HIM. GOD made me compare my sufferings with JESUS' sufferings, together with dealing with my destructive emotions that I was displaying. During my nightmare saga, I lost mega money, businesses, entire retirement, unable to find a full-time job but was forced to work part-time jobs, financial crisis, unexpected medical problem caused me to have no income for six months, ended up in poverty, recipient of food assistance and the local food pantry, lost excellent credit rating, unable to sell my property and headed towards bankruptcy and foreclosure.